He rarely if ever touches me anymore and has no libido. The loneliness persists and I was not expecting that to go away on it's own of course. If I'm not careful, the adderall makes me want to drink until I blackout. I ignored the negatives though because I wanted to keep my status at school. Im still lonely, but I can deal with it now. I was afraid of her reaction because like you, I placed it in the same category as drugs and alcohol. However, about 2 months ago, I started using adderall again because my grades were dropping almost to the point of suspension. Will this disease always control him? a path less traveled snd it has made all the difference (frost). This was three months ago after staying with family. Weed is a miracle drug for me with this. My story is long and I'd be happy to share if you desire. She contacted me again saying she was going to New York City to meet him in person for the first time, he bought and booked her a ticket to spend the weekend with him. We also need to think about whether our regulation of this controlled substance is working. I was gonna leave a small comment but guess what. She has been on adderall for probably 3-4 years now but we were only together for 9 months. I did a successful taper. As a legit ADHDer, I resent your 'name', but moving on from that, the trouble with amphetamines, from what I gathered reading about it (never actually got to try any despite dx) is that it ends up depleting your dopamine reserves, or trashing your ability to produce enough of it, resulting in deficiency. Is he a lost cause? Adderall is one of several stimulants that are approved to treat ADHD. He told me what to do to get my husband back and i did, he said after 4 days my husband will come back to me and start begging, it really happen i was very surprise and very happy our relationship was now very tight and we both live happily again.So my advice for you now is to contact this same email address [email protected] if you are in any kind of situation concerning love issues and any other things that give you problems contact him. I dont socialize much because of work hours so I have few friends, but I have always been somewhat of a loner. Although a great combo I cannot say much good about this one either. I have been scammed and conned by a good amount of people I have dealt with in my lifetime, maybe that's why I think people in general are just bad. I have felt like I was going crazy. It's been incredibly effective & has made me finally be able to work like a semi normal person. There and then i contacted Metodo cos i had no money to travel all the way to Chad. I am in recovery from alcohol for 11 years so I feel her pain and wish her the power to see a different future. I never even thought about the side affects of this drug, I was blind to what was actually going on. Heavy drinking and binge drinking are on the rise in the U.S. More adults are drinking more heavily, and the consequences are serious. Some other days, maybe something SLIGHTY bad happens, and immediately triggers me that voice in the head "GO AMPHETAMINES". I havent seen him since he quit and dont know if he even cares for me anymore. Either Bipolar, Schizophrenia, or Schizoaffectivedisorder. Im begging that its right. It took me so long to trust him and yet Im stuck thinking, was I too quick to trust? No one knows about my addiction, I haven't told a soul about it so writing this is strange for me. I walk on egg shells. But you are so addicted, and you cant get out of bed without it, so you might as well. then we broke up over me walking out on her and not talking to her for a week. Weve been married almost a year and we just started therapy, but he doesnt realize the effect his meds have on the quality of our relationship. I don't care what your job is. Then fall semester started for her and she started to use it. Always posting pictures of him, taking about him, fussing over him, etc. ADHD is not a disorder, it is a different way of thinking, instead of being medicated growing up i was allowed to flourish. Adderall has ruined our family - Addiction: Living with an Addict - MedHelp This is a source of shame for him in your relationship now, due to your ultimatum. I caused myself so much pain !! I contacted him And i told him everything that happen all he told me is that i should not worry that all my problems will be solved immediately. My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 3 years, and hes been inconsistently using his adderall prescription for the majority of that time for ADHD. I'm not going to live like that anymore!! Adderall seems, on the surface of things, to fit so well with how life is, speed for the sped-up Internet age. In reality, Adderall is a strong stimulant that can lead to serious and potentially deadly side effects. I couldn't tell you how many pills that is because some days I took one, some days I took four. I need those pills to function. My advice is to start tapering off of it now. Well her and this new guy have been talking non stop, even more than she was talking to the 40 year old tattoo artist. that is cool. If you love him so much, why do you need to change him? His parents are beginning to see it, but are helpless to help. I have participated in using the drug with him and I enjoy it every once in awhile for recreation. Not only that its like 100 messages. i.e. She didnt want to marry me but she wanted to be my lover in secret. As i said her father was against our relationship and she was going to marry a 53 years old man for his money. There is many arguments where I remind them I take speed for breakfast and lunch everyday. I moved out of my home last night after living with my boyfriend for a year. She started to post pictures of child in third world countries starving to death and being tortured and laughed about it. June 17, 2013, 3:30PM. More than ever are food intolerance and allergies present in our society. He was so sweet to me in creative ways. She explained to me that man was not what she thought he was going to be and he was really strange and freaked her out but while she was in NYC she had met someone else and they exchanged phone numbers. She worked and I sat on my bed downloading movies all day. My heart is Gregs heart is broken. Adults are at greater risk of cardiovascular events than children, and the risk increases with each passing decade of life. How I ruined myself by starting an Uridine stack - Brain Health When it comes to our relationship there are definite pros and cons to medicated vs unmedicated, so sometimes I have a hard time deciding on which version of him Id prefer. Then Greg helped her calm down and I no longer worried. We had always argued and we had our share of problems, but the day our biggest problem came alive was the day we both decided it would be best if I went off of this medication. Maybe the longer she is off of it, the more balanced she will become.. My partner of 21 years began taking adderall prescribed for a sleep disorder and to boost his mood. Something my calm self never really had it in me to do. Do you want the same results? I'm a 28 year old man, I can't imagine what my life could be if I had it through high school & college. I have always been aware of his problems with drugs and have always offered support of any kind to help him. It just feels like im in a relationship with someone who hates me when hes on it. With you wouldnt understand. My name is Kathy Gilbert from United States My boyfriend and I were happy as far as I could tell and I never thought that we would break up. You dont appear to need your partner at all. Adderall is a prescription stimulant used primarily to treat attention deficit hyperactivity disorder or ADHD, but it is also sometimes prescribed for sleep disorders and depressionunder the close supervision of a medical professional. Or over talk about things that just lead down the wrong paths. I on the other hand took it for about two years and then began starting and stopping because I would reach a point where I began feeling to anxious. Its not that hard to get off, you just cant have anything important at all in your life. My heart goes out to all the stories I see here. Her soulmate (hmmm Ive heard this before). She became very selfish and i knew that i didnt like what i was seeing/feeling. It was humiliating for myself and him. I decided I wasnt going to win him back and I realized I had to move om and move far away, I bought my own house and moved 6-hours away. Any thoughts on this? In addition to let adults know that you can survive your life without it. As you pointed out, adderall has its place in medicine - as long as it's taken as prescribed and only by those for whom it is prescribed. I totally get it, and I was there. (Young brains are particularly vulnerable, since theyre not fully developed yet.) But she will never know that the whole time I felt love for her. I will stare at the ceiling all day long. he accuses me of being clingy and angry when im just frustrated with his addiction. Thank you again to all the people on this site and my heart goes out each of you. What do you want more? I am on adderall so it turned into a story instead.. when you mentioned that you struggle with feeling like yourself when you are on the adderall, i feel the exact same way. He started saying that he wanted everything to go away friends, job, parents etc. I want to thank Dr. PAUL for helping me through the worst times of my life, for being such a great spell caster, and for giving me a love spell that has brought me so much joy by bringing my boy friend back to me. My husband says he will Its been great since but as I slowly have unintentionally upped my dose at work I find myself doing things like playing with legos for far too long on our us time orbeing distracted by the lawn mower guys when she comes to see me on lunch. That really broke me down i could not believe it that of every person i have ever dated the one i love the most called me fat and ugly. Sean was literally the first guy i had sex with the every first day i meant them. With adderrall I can actually focus on my own life and am able to stop longing for the past. I mean every guy i dated in high school broke up with me to date her and it was really hurtful for me. 1. In my own case it happened that it was an old rich man wanting to take the woman i loved and still loved with all my heart and strength. It turned out that BRUNELDA NATO was right. Right now its kind of self-destructing. I and my boyfriend have been dating for four year now and just last three months he told me, he no longer have feeling for me. In the end all you do is ask yourself if youre crazy or not as you come down and take your sedative to smooth the rest of the day out. Doctor was right It isnt the same when you take it every day. Clear editor. I did a successful taper. No one wants to hire anyone like that. An Adderall crash might result from this, which can make a person feel exhausted and lethargic. However, as someone who is ADHD, I have a super high intellect and amazing personality, and you all do too, that is something you should realize. I tried talking to her again after 1 month just to talk, her mind was still the same and it just made me persist that much more. I wouldnt trade those things for anything and I hope one day I feel them again. For the last 2 years I have been on and off of it and I hate that I cannot function without it.I don't know where to begin to fix myself. Then it dawned on me that these are side effects to the meds she was using. He would plan weekend trips with all sorts of details that were special to just us. he started to distance himself. He is acting reasonably by ignoring you, sorry to say. I later found out it was because I was completely ignoring her. I got through all that without Adderall. If you do it right, they will be quick to take on the role of your angel.